How can i be bish, when i got no where to... fish?

ok, only Jawad and Mariam will understand that... but take my word for it... it's fucking funny, ok?
i'm leaving for the contest in 30 minutes... it's 2:15 pm right now, and no... i'm not gonna make the light heavies this year, unless the weight scale they have in the venue is really fucking messed up.
i weigh around 87 kg right now, dry as hell but i still have some fat to go. I'm not gonna blame it on water, cuz i know for a fact it's fucking fat. my waist is 31.7 inches still... i'm much bigger and much leaner than last year... so that's good... i guess. still don't know how good the competition is with the heavies... but, i guess i'll know in an hour or so.

i've loaded up on more than 1000 grams of carbs from junk the past couple of days, so i know i'm fully loaded. i'm a bit flat right now, but it's because i'm dehydrated. i'll drink some gatoraid after weigh-in to fill back up a bit.
it sucks to be at the bottom part of a weight class. cuz if anyone is on the top of the weight class and just a bit less conditioned than i am, the judges will prefer it.

anyway... wish me luck.